to THINE Own Self be TRUE

I’ve noticed my syndrome gets much worse than before.

The situation I’ve involved not only develops to a new level which I couldn’t have conquered....

but also appears the loop getting more suffering above my own capability to fight....Sucks?! I know....

"Kill a demon today, face the devil tomorrow."

Yet even as we dance on that demon's grave,

we cannot help but wonder was that demon alone...

or.... do we have other, deadlier ones to fight ?

And thought we celebrate having won the battle......

have we really prepared for the war ?

I am burdened by crippling paranoia,

the kind that leaves me ....

muttering to myself alone in the dark...

"where has everyone gone?"

I'm sending the msg, but do not expect any response...

Depressed or desperate !?

Pick one or enjoy both to the end of death…..